Something to be pondered on

'Do unto others, what you want to be done upon you..'

When I read this, it somehow touches my heart how I always hurt ppl around me. Not to forget the fact that I'm just a teenage girl filled with excitement and fun for 24/7.

I mean, sometimes, I really don't want to hurt others but when it comes to a situation where ppl start to get on my nerves without mercy, that's when I start to ignore phrases of advices like the one above. I'm not a kind of person who is surrounded by hatred to ppl who are nice to me. Of course I'll be nice to them. Extra nice I should say. And vice versa. Of course I could be extraordinarily annoying to ppl who annoys me. Well I guess the concept of the above phrase takes place unto the person who annoys me at the first place. kan?

However, if after all this while, I was the one who started some dramas, I'm sorry. I really am. The problem with me is I sometimes know that I'm wrong and I should just give up, but you should know that far and away, I am very very very hard headed. But still, deep inside me, I still have the feelings of guilty that I want to apologize and clear things up but I just can't. Like women normally point up the egos of the males, the males too should've realised that females sometimes are even more egocentric. And I am probably one of them. Not to say that I am full of ego, but sometimes yes. It is hard for me to admit my fault and I will end up with such a messy outcome. But sometimes I thank my ego. It helps me to argue more and more. Helps me in debating too lah kot. hahaha. opss..actually i was supposed to write more about the phrase above but it seems like I've turned into another lane. hehe.

But that is life I guess. You can choose either to make it as a bed of roses, or a bed of thorns.

wahh..what a self-reflective post this is. hik3. last word: i sakit gigi..